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Thursday, November 25, 2004

â 8:34 PM

heyys.. not feeling very well now.. having stomach cramp..
period! crap.. sux being a girl.
dorts...
anyway. today was the graduation high tea function held at the grand hayatt hotel or something like that..
well.. not for me la, but for the sec 4s. we were performing ma.. den, ya lorx.. tat's why we' were there. so extra..
woke up to a very sad morning. saw blood on my bed sheet.. den mom and audrey were leaving for genting today.. stood at the door waving my whole family good bye. dad and kor were going to work ma.. den i like so pathetic lidat..
den nvm lor.. prepared for my totally long day ahead.. den head for yew tee mrt station. yeps.. suppose to meet at 0730. went her house.. experiment make up, dance over and over and over and over again, trying to perfect every single move.. den took bus down to far east.. on the bus no place to sit, den all 6 of us stand at the bendy thingy there.. everytime the bus turn den we all lose balance.. den near our stop, there was this shuai ge that shuli spotted. haha.. really shuai wor. yea.. shuli and i were like talking bout relationships and stuff.. confirmed to me tat i cant have a guy. (cuz he'll be going through hell). yup.. maybe cuz i'm juz rebellious lor. diao. anyway.. hu cares.. *next!~
when we reached there.. went up to the ballroom to find the dancefloor much much smaller than expected. practiced a few times, made frens with the staff there, yea.. den went to change.. haha.. sha looked the nicest. lol.. so chio!~
okok.. then the thingy started. opening speech by ms tay.. prize presentation.. power point presentation. bleahz. den food.. games. band performance, den our dance.. like nobody watch lor. so sad. den so happen hor, dunno why hor, so ciao hor, tat YJ's and guardian's table is juz beside the dance floor.. den i supose to go guardian's table there lorx.. but he wasn't there.. den his frens were like, "eh? VL lehx? quick call him come!" diao lor. but din c him watching i dunno why abit sad.. den sms him also dao for so long. reply also sian sian. fine lor.. mrs wai said our dance was nice. i dun tink so. nice maybe.. but not impressive. maybe its my fault. i'm such a lousy dancer. nvm
anyway.. many sec 4s wear until very very nice lor.. until like, "wa seh!" but the most moving part was when someone performed the song "she will be loved" with the band playing.. though his singing isn;t exactly the best, several pp or shld i sae couples went out to the dance floor to dance.. so like american prom lor.. so sweet also.. with the lighting and everything.. omg lor.. den i was like thinking, if tat happens next year how? haha. dun tink anyone will ask me to dance anyway. *shrugs

so sad.

nvm.. after tat went shopping awhile, den went to WM to get the star jar.. 1000 stars are not enuff to fill it lehz.. so must fold somemore..
" round 2 *ding ding* "