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Saturday, February 26, 2005

â 4:05 PM

supposed to have training with mr koh today de.. den i suddenly dun feel well..
hate myself ma..
weak!!!!!!!!!!!
den bro let me watch dunno wat jap mv.. den have 1 girl look like me.
budden he keep suaning me sae i so much tanner than her,
wat's wrong with being tanned?
he went on saying tat i wasn't pure chinese. i'm malay.
excuse me! if i'm not pure chinese den wat are u?! and wat's with u and being racist?
argh.
what a day.. den he let me watch a video where they slaughter foxes, rabbits and other small cute fury animals FOR THEIR FUR.. there was one clip where a CHINESE man stepped on the fox's throat.. apparently trying to saffocate it. den he walked away.. leaving the poor fox panting. he came back and stepped on its face this time. crushing its jaw. den he lifted it by its tail and started tearing off its fur coat form its a*s. inhuman!!!!!!!!! i suddenly feel so ashamed to be a chinese.
been stuck with the debate thing. can't get my mind off the motion. neither can i tink of any points to put it in our argument. argh!!!!! helps...
haix.. fianally found a different kinda skin for moi blog.. hope its nice wor.. really liked the previous one. but the posts could not be displayed. so stewpid. argh.. really bad mood now.
to BK: if u are reading this now, GO CHECK UR MAIL! MAKE SURE U DUN MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE HOR.. IF U HURT HER I'LL KILL U LIKE THE CHINESE KILL FOXES!
wahaha.. i'm evil..
but i like it. muahahaha!
slept really late yesterday.. yupP.. was thinking of someone.. wonder if he was thinking of me too. so far away.. hu knows! haha.. hope so ba. lolx..
anyways.. just read CL's blog just now.. msg to all the pp hu like to tag using wierd wierd names when tagging. use ur own name can? wan let pp know something den put ur name la. dare to write stuff den u better dare to show ur own name. argh.
ok.. tink i gtg le.. buaix..

i'm sorry.. its not u..
it's a no.