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Friday, May 27, 2005

â 5:00 PM

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report books were out today..
damn disappointing results..
haiz.. mom was very supportive though..
she said she's confident tat i can do much better next term
i doubt..
sometimes i really wonder if i'm any good at all..
my results are bad, i'm deteriorating, friendships are drifting, my spiritual life ain't doing any better, i'm gaining even more weight! argh..
guess what..
boO!
argh.. can someone please dun be nice to me and give me a good scolding?
*sob*

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furthermore, i smsed him yesterday night.. den suddenly he stopped replying.
ignoring me ar..
and the last time i was online he came online for a sec den disappeared..
blocked me? clueless.
though it may not exactly be what i think it is, it still hurts ok. if u are even reading this.
not forgetting the last time we went out with samo and the other guy..
can't believe u actually turn up in something tat looked like pajamas..
sorry, but yes, i was pissed off.
i know i'm somewhat raking up the past but its killing me.
there's something called basic respect ok.
and it doesn't hurt to start a conversation with us girls instead of just discussing some alien topic with ur pal on the other side of the table.
and for goodness sake.
u guys actually expect the both of us to finish an earthquake????
no point saying all this lor.
something tells me u wun even be seeing this.

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mr Lim is gonna change our places next term.
said we talked too much. and hopes that the stronger one can help the weaker ones.
great! anyone he places beside me will be a great help cuz he/she will be stronger. and i mean ANYONE. but of course, that person will be the unlucky-est person on earth.
yupp.. i pity u.. whoever u will be.

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o level chinese is next monday.. 3 days away.. argh..
i'm not even close to ready..
and to make things worse,
cher didn't mark much of our work.
which means, we did all the work for nothing..
and somehow it bugs me that she is only interested in teaching the guys.
who are sitting on the left side of the class..
even elycia she also dun even look at.
i mean like, for goodness sake. u have half of ur class on the other side too!
if dun wan teach me den fine lor. but dun leave good students like elycia and xiu xuan out lor.
leqi says tat she wants to get a1 to prove tat she can do as well without cher's help.
haha.. good for her. i wish i could too.
but lets just say my chinese sucks.
i'm already close to giving up hope but it'll be really dumb to do so now.
o level is next week.

**silver lining**
haha.. i found out tat there's another nice guy in my class..
xiao qiang. haha..
i find he's really nice, though he often gets taken for granted and kena bullied. XP
yupp.. budden sometimes he gets a lil pms and stuff.. normal.
plus, his results are super duper good.. average is 75.5 lehx..
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
den i sad tat time he also attempt to cheer me up..
(though not always 100% successful)
really sweet guy i'll say..
haha.. yupp..
he believes samsung sucks and nokia rocks. i beg to differ
long queue outside nokia, all wanna repair phone. samsung hardly anyone, the phone so good no need repair de lor.
but he still dun wanna admit.
wahhhaa..
and also
samo is really happy cuz XXX talk to her, suan her, and now he's her motivation to study harder.. -_-
but good la.. at least she has motivation.
lolx!
and i also have the canon in D score le. yes!
alrighty.. i'll stop here..