[(Don't you know it)]

Sunday, September 04, 2005

â 7:12 PM

ok now.. three topics for discussion.

first.. can anyone tell me what are the chances for YouR own fairytale coming to a happy ending? or like, how many of u guys actually had a fairygod-mother-like-being blessing u all of a sudden? tell u guys, i think my fairytale just had a twist: for the good!
i never believed that this kind of happy thing will happen to me-this insignificant speck.
but i guess everything comes with a price. God gave me something. he also took away. that's fair mann.. which is good. i can't have both anyway.. sad though, that he doesn't trust me anymore.. nvm. u dun wanna trust me, FINE! i dun wanna care bout u either.

second. ironic isn't it, when people sae that we sec 4s only have less than 3 months in school together, and they spend half the time quarreling with each other and getting angry at the slightest thing. can't we all just be friends? its just 3 months!!! what's so wrong with being nice to pp who are going to be separated to different parts of the island in no time? afterall, having friends is better than having enemies. dun sae its becuz of stress.. cuz not only u are having stress. everyone is going throught the same thing. so share problems! dun take it out on us. we didn't do anything offensive. pls ok? try try try to stay happy! everytime pull a long face also not a solution. smile more!! the world ain't that bad a place to be in!

third.. do we really understand why we are doing stuff. like, why can't we rebel our parents? just because its not right? do we really understand the reasons why we don't do it, or are we just doing what we're told? or like, why dun we fart loudly in public? or perhaps pick our noses? why not go around stepping on other people's toes. hmm..? there's a reason for every happening ba.
just.. leave it to God.. sometimes i wish i trust him more. and not depend so much on myself to get things i want; end up being more miserable than before. yupp.. maybe i should to think before making any decisions. do all the math before jumpin into conclusions.yupp.. maybe i'll be better off that way.

God is above all. leave it to him. trust him. he knows best.