[(Don't you know it)]

Thursday, February 09, 2006

â 8:22 PM

results are out tmr! nervous?
maybe.. but i'm feeling so crappy now.
THANKS MANN.. u know who u are.
anyway.. i'm sorry for being so petty and stuff. i believe u. but it's still very frustrating when soeone seems to be lying to u.

talking bout him.. i'm starting to wonder why i'm in SAJC now..
maybe jonathan was right.. i'm here for a reason?
i dunno..
i know nothing now.. (except.. 06s19 rocks!!!)
so confused.. but at least i have my Lord to turn to..
which makes me think of those who dun.. hmmm....
they sholud be worse of than me?
i dunno. (argh.. i'm starting to get angry again!!!!)
somebody pls slap me!!! make me wake up or something.. i dunno where i should go..
on one hand.. i kinda dun wanna go back to SAJC cuz i wanna spend more time with my family.. although aunt and Leon have treated me very very well.. and the room that i sleep in now is much biger than my own, nothing can beat your own bed and home right? afterall, home is where the heart is.. morover.. HE wants to go there.. can't imagine if we end up in the same class.. O.O

today leqi said that her og frens were discussing bout blogging..
aiya.. i tink that blogging is just a way of expressing. you know how little singaporeans are trained to talk (besides complaining, that is) i tink many people dun dare to speak up.. bout what they feel, what they think, emotions(???), blah.. thats why thy come online to relieve themselves! (sounds like some kinda toliet bowl, ain't it?) haha.. something like that.. i not stupid too can testify! lol.. in that sense, blogging is GOODA! so bloggers should go think why they actually started a blog. ha.

::::*slaps myself* you better stop being angry now ar!! [*pouts] yuck.