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Thursday, March 16, 2006

â 12:34 AM

love the march holidays!!!!!!! but
it's been a busy week for me.. so far. haha..
and more to come! hehe
wells.. went out with zilin, vic, meda, canida, kelvin, jia meng..
such a fun bunch.. hehe!
too bad audrey is stuck in OBS.. somewhere on the outskirts of s'pore.
HA
wells.. seems like dear has been rather tired these few days..
but at least he gets to go home every nite now. haha!
so many events.. so much time spent..
wonder if any of us thought about God..
was just watching the clouds floating by the moon.. beautiful i tell u..
wanted to sms the person i always did when i saw the moon..
but guess the reply would be 1 word.. "yupp"
haha.. rather not spoil the mood. haha.. so i just said a little prayer..
for the moon, and for him too.

anyways.. samo and i went to thy gym today.. think my muscles are gonna ache like hell tmr..
T.T den we went to sakae shushi for lunch..
met shuli, yumei and sha there.. yupp.. so long nv eat together le.. still remember the times after SJ on sat when we go to the nearest coffee shop and order chicken rice. haix.. those days will nv come back.. saddening isn't it.. but oh wells, think a chinese saying goes: old one dun go, new one dun come.. i ate chicken katsu, AGAIn.. haha.. and while getting a pair of chopsticks for samo. i touched something hot, den my reflex action caused half of the table to be wet.. bleahs.. sheesh.. that was so embarrassing... :(

oh yes.. mom tried to do a miracle-5-min-speech that was supposed to boost my self confidence.
umm... let me put it this way.. miracles dun happen these days.. yea..
frankly.. i also dunno why i have low self esteem. haha..
dun feel like "snapping out" of it either.. in fact.. i dun see how its possible to believe i can accomplish anything.. its all up to God.. i'm just the steward.. like, how can i be proud of anything since i dun own anything.. talents, looks, success.. nothing..
damn. i dun tink anyone understands.. but if u do let me know pls..
one thing's sure though.. i'll never be good enuff..

alrighty.. time check: 0106
my train will be leaving bout 7 hours and 24 min from now..
haha.. i'm leaving for klang.. dun miss me guys.. lol..
and yes,
it'll be the first time i'm gonna be celebrating my b'dae overseas.. haha
oh wells.. there'll always be a first,
somehow.
someday.
somewhere.
nuff' said.

best wishes to those going for comp this sat. sorry can't be there in person.. i know y'all will do swiss proud.. God bless..