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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

â 3:05 PM

omg.. my feelings are so mixed up now. i wish i could have blogged a few days ago..
lets get the biggest thing out of my head now.
poc
230906- the day i will never forget.
wells.. it all started off in the morning when i had to rush out a report that i forgot to do a day before. haha.. met melvin like 15min later. bleahx.. anyways.. yupp.. i was so worried that i's forget to bring something.. haha.. melvin was complainin how sad he was from the moment he met me till the time we ended poc. oh wells.. do cheer up melvin. now that thing is over le!!! study hard.

anyways, we got to dolby ghaut 20 min late. to meet up with AGI people. yupp.. we were doing a board for william sir and jun yang sir. den kena chased away by the mrt staff.. too noisy le. haha!
so we headed to mos to finish it up. den halfway, we started giving out appreciation cards and stuff.. was so touching la. poc haven't start and i wanted to cry already. sigh.. its hard letting out your emotions when all your friends are around.

but ANYWAY, we went to fort canning's LEGEND to change and report. not late! whee! den huihui and i went over t0 nov to learn the dance.. quite hard to catch nehs.. but heng my partner stanley is quite pro. haha.. sigh.. let me proclaim something. ITS VERY HARD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN NOVEMBER AND AGI COMM.. sigh.. its all over now.. SIGH.. no chance of redemption..

okok.. so after we reported, had a few rounds of practice, and out dinner (we were eating bee hoon with spoons. yes, u're right. SPOONS) nothing wrong with that, but oh wells.. before we knew it, we were plastering on our widest smiles, welcoming the superbly high ranking officers into the ballroom. yupp.. Wee eng was beside me( yayee!) and standing beside me in the form up position too. haha! he's a really nice guy. and oh yea.. THERE WAS PORN IN THE PA ROOM. eeeeekkkkkkkssssss! ahem.. the guys were getting pretty excited over it but that's not the point. haha... anyways, soon the ceremony started and den ya lor.. !!!!! the awards!

outstanding ambulance trainee (alpha): Leovine
outstanding nursing trainee (alpha): hwee ching
outstanding ambulance trainee (bravo): MELVIN NG KAI MING
outstanding nursing trainee (bravo): Wai ching (NOVEMBERIAN)
best ambulance trainee: yean lih
best nursing trainee: mei zhu

SO PROUD OF ALL OF THEM. ESP MELVIN, LEOVINE, WAI CHING AND YEANLIH!!! haha.. quite sad though.. some of the expected ones didn't get.. but congrates to all anyways! hehe.. now we have 3 treats from AGI pp le. wahahahahhaha!

sigh.. den it was time to be commissioned. some unknown zone commissioner commissioned me. sigh. and Mr koh was opposite me lor. not that i really like him. but it would have been nice to be commissioned by your own zone com. SIGH. samo was commissioned by zone 3 zc. LUCKY HER. not too sure bout the others though.. wells, the guy going down my row commissioning us was really slow. seriously.. think some novemberians were the last to be commissioned and it was already 9 plus. we haven't eaten yet. yikes! haha.. it was really amusing though. taking about amusing. i didn't want to laugh during TYP's speech lor. den when he said "thanks you all the jone commissioners....." i cracked up le. haha..den wai mun and wee eng (both beside me) asked me to keep it down. hhaa!!! it was really very very very funny.. lol..

on a more serious note.. i was thinking of John B and Xin yi. oh.. how i wish they were there with us.. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE 18 PEOPLE IN NOVEMBER. really can't imagine why they wouldn't be here. the commissioning part was really a bitter-sweet moment for me. wish Thanesh and hui min were there too.. so sad lahh... den i saw samo crying and forced myself not to shed a tear. moreover, steph was squeezing my hand asking me to bear with it. sighhhhhh...

the video presentation was also very touching.. wanted to cry when choco ma'am and xiao wei sir were saying their msg. sigh.. i'm gonna miss november so much. the video really made me reflect on all the good times that we had. and all the fun and laughter. not forgetting all the sweaty smelly and wet moments. yah.. i won't ever forget this OTC.

straight away after we put on our ranks, they brought us upstairs to take OTC photo with all the VIP and important guests. haha.. jon c crapped alort and made us laugh like siao. can't imagine otc without him. won't be that funny anymore lor.. haha... anyways. we took a lot a lot of photos.. argh.. i miss sj already.. :(

dinner was nice. the food was fabbbbbulousssssssssss. yummy. hehe. so fun.. we eat halfway then run somewhere else to take photo and congratulate people.. haha.. hugs and handshakes were exchanged.. den we presented the mounting boards to the 2 SIs. think they liked it ba.. and jun yang sir SMILED!!! CELINE HAS A PHOTO OF THAT. HEEEEEE.. he's really charismatic lor.. pity he doesn't really smil. wonder how he can stand not doing that when someone wants to take a photo with him. hmmm.. wells.. up to him la. i tink he looks cuter when he smiles. =) yupps... den went around hugging almost everyone.. and him. hee.. didn't really want to let go. wonder if he did too... oh wells..

during dinner, Yeanlih passed us a bottle of 9 saga seeds and a star inside. i was soooooo touched when i found out what it meant: there's a star in each and everyone of u... Saga seeds are part of yean lih's collection and it also means alot to me since the otc camp. 9- the number of committee members in AGI comm.. yupp.. thanks yean lih!!!! i love AGI com...

den it was performance time! had a lot of fun dancing and watching the other groups, as well as joining in the fun! esp the chicken dance. hahaha! chu wen ma'am was so sporting lor.. even though she broke the heel of her court shoes. haha! 3 cheers for her! haha.. it was so.. how to say.. it felt as if we were a big family. and its so sad that we have to separate into our zones now. sigh!

the last part of it all is when they marched us out of the ballroom. i think we al marched our best that time and all the officers were cheering for us. shouting out "well done!" or "congratulations!"
i so love St John.

Novemeber:
Jon c, John B, Roy, Wee Eng, Zhen shun, stanley, Hairianto (marianto), Qing an, Shu juan, steph, wai ching, yan yin (yan ma), wai mun, hui hui, xin yi, Choco ma'am and xiao wei (da niao) sir.

AGI:
Leovine (RIP), melvin (yamster), hui hui, celine, pei jun, yean lih(papa) , weiting, qing jun (bro), william sir (pastor lim) and jun yang sir

Zone 4:
samo, wei xuan, melvin, hui min, yong sheng, pongsy, ben tan, mavin, john b, amanda, kian leong, thanesh, Timo sir, mervyn sir, hui ling ma'am, brandon sir

i cried while looking at all the photos just now.. sigh... so sad.. and so happy at the same time! tears of happiness, sadness, regret?..... this OTC has been rather similar to ANCO camp 2004 too.. so much emotion and feeling into it. (except maybe the scandals are not about me anymore. haha!)

guess i'll leave the rest for another day.. gotta go study now but i doubt i can concentrate.
i'm gonna leave with a song! well.. half of it at least.

everybody's got something they have to leave behind.
1 regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
there's no use looking back a-wondering
how it should be now or might have been.
all this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found u
even though i pretend that i've moved on
u'll always be my baby
i've never foud the words to say
"u're the one i think about each day"
and i know no matter where life takes me to,
a part of me will always be with u..

what jone are u from??

-Zelda SJAB. OTC'06. Bravo. November. AGI. me